On 15th May 2009, it was exactly the day two years ago when I reached the United States the for first time by boarding a plane with a flight ticket bought by a person (including her wonderful friends & family) that at the end proclaimed that it was a gift from God to her.
Eversince, this question of thought was raised in me "What did I do to deserve such kind and generous treatment?", its been years when I started pondering deeply on the question. I thought from the east to the west in search for the answer, thinking the best things or best attributes I have or done in the past (eventhough it is improper to think highly on one ownself) to deserve such kindness and generosity, but all is in vain...
At last, after nearly two years of search for the answer, the actual answer does not come and cannot be found from me. An answer from heaven has humbled me that it was not really about me, myself or I but the true answer lies within the giver herself.
Just as much as a bird is to fly or a dog is to beg for food :) (Let me try again...)
Just as much as God is to love, the giver herself (which I am the taker/recipient) is generous and kind. Yes, the answer to my question is NOT what I have done or not done or even who I am BUT it is who the giver/ person is WHICH is nothing lesser than a kind and generous soul sent from heaven.
It is not who I am or or what I have done BUT it is about who the giver is WHICH is a kind and generous soul.
I am blessed with so many genuine and kind friends. I thank the LORD everynight for all of you.
Thank you for being yourself/ yourselves, nothing lesser than a kind and generous soul.
Thank you.
Joshua
Eversince, this question of thought was raised in me "What did I do to deserve such kind and generous treatment?", its been years when I started pondering deeply on the question. I thought from the east to the west in search for the answer, thinking the best things or best attributes I have or done in the past (eventhough it is improper to think highly on one ownself) to deserve such kindness and generosity, but all is in vain...
At last, after nearly two years of search for the answer, the actual answer does not come and cannot be found from me. An answer from heaven has humbled me that it was not really about me, myself or I but the true answer lies within the giver herself.
Just as much as a bird is to fly or a dog is to beg for food :) (Let me try again...)
Just as much as God is to love, the giver herself (which I am the taker/recipient) is generous and kind. Yes, the answer to my question is NOT what I have done or not done or even who I am BUT it is who the giver/ person is WHICH is nothing lesser than a kind and generous soul sent from heaven.
It is not who I am or or what I have done BUT it is about who the giver is WHICH is a kind and generous soul.
I am blessed with so many genuine and kind friends. I thank the LORD everynight for all of you.
Thank you for being yourself/ yourselves, nothing lesser than a kind and generous soul.
Thank you.
Joshua
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